The Sound. The Flight. Chaotic Calmness.

The wind caressing the hair. The voice soothing the soul. Quietude. The colors pretending to be alive. The cry trying to make sense. A fool's paradise. A dream that never ends. Not scared. A final call to cherish. A look that never fades. Memory that makes you want to live more. Reality that forces you to wish for a cross over. I'm smiling. The sky, the protector. The clouds shadowing you forever. Life's nectar reassuring that it will all be perfect. Que sera sera. The smile spreading the warmth to the core. An eternity of togetherness being the truth. A myth trying to enslave you. Still tastes like freedom. The hope. An assuring touch making you feel wanted. The longing making you feel vibrant. The eyes, desiring a glimpse. The yearning heart. 

True it is... :)

I never had pretty eyes.. But still you've loved them, unconditionally,

I never had a noble heart.. But still you've kept it with you, irrevocably,

I never was an angel.. But still you treated me like one, effortlessly,

I never had the courage.. But still you continue to provide me the strength, from far far beyond..

And so its true, love is eternal.. And now i know, it can last forever and ever after...!! :)

No definitions, Just a Perspective...!! :))

Insecurities,

Nothing but Mind tricks.

Compromises,

Nothing but lessons learnt.

Failures,

Nothing but a step towards success.

Love lost,

Nothing but a leap to a much more fulfilling relation.

Death,

Nothing but a cycle of life.

Life moving along in a blur….

Well that’s when the trouble really starts

It’s one thing to escape a few moments in life

But, to let life pass you by, its cataclysmic

To LOVE with all of your broken heart, is true love

That heals the heart.. That heals you..

To LIVE despite the shattered inner self

Is the true test of life.. That is a real win..

‘Cause you are lucky to be where you are

To be loved by so many around

To be someone’s reason to live and smile

To be someone’s daily doze of sunshine

To be the cynosure of someone’s eyes

Even if it’s the tiniest of reason, its worth living for!

I opened my eyes and you were gone

All those times that you made me laugh

When you oh so gently held my hand and touched the core

All those times that you made my heart skip a beat

When you so effortlessly made me your life and much more

All those times that you stood by me

When the truth in your eyes made me trust you carelessly

All those times when you made US possible

When your embrace felt like home, all so naturally

When all that one looked for

Were the moments they could spend together..

When all that I hoped for

Was for you to be there when i open my eyes, and be there forever

So as I opened my eyes at the hint of dawn..

I opened my eyes and YOU were gone.....

Unspoken Words

Just so many words go unsaid

Just so many feelings remain suppressed

And its times like these that you truly understand

The importance of these emotions being shared…

And although love comes easily to us

The warmth and affection being eternal

Its this constant regret of not conveying

That makes any actions now immaterial..

And yet somehow, even if you know that the link has been broken

There is a nudge in your heart that says

No matter where you go and no matter whatever remains unspoken

That irrevocable and unconditional bond stays..

And it stays for forever and ever after……

The Real Deal

They say thinking helps us make the meaning of the world around us. It helps us Cognitively.. Emotionally.. Mentally or Physically.. and it helps us Spiritually. What is disconcerting is, why is it all so “hard to understand”? So here, “to help” can mean either life spoon-feeds us with answers or it helps us reach that stage wherein we are able to satisfy this hunger for reasoning on our own. But at the end of the day, isn’t satisfaction received in both the cases? 

So are we saying that life works hard to make our life miserable just so that we can reach a stage where we are unhappy yet we get to understand the “meaning of life”? Are we saying the only purpose of the universe is to just wheel it around.. a 180 degree.. just so that we can find ourselves in the middle of nowhere, trying to find that meaning.. a reason to live.. a reason to smile.. a reason to just try and understand? Is it truly that cruel?

Well, those are nothing but a small fraction of questions that I was constantly asking myself when my life took a 180 degree turn and I landed up in a place that felt weird, and hostilely new, and empty, and quiet. It felt like a vacuum.. engulfing everything I had ever lived for and taking it away, one by one. A gloomy picture, right?

So it felt weird being on the other side of the spectrum. With everyone around you trying to take care of you, handling the tantrums, trying to make you laugh and make you happy. They are happy to see that flicker of a smile on your face.. they get delighted when they see you laugh.. the happiness in their eyes making you want to help them reach that peace. But you are stuck and you cant. You want to move but you cant. 

Your heart doesn’t support anything you do. You ask her to help you survive.. but she says, “I am making this heart, beat.. this is the maximum I can do!! I am doing the best that I can.” And there you are.. right where you started.. trying to make yourself feel one percent better. You try and then you try some more. It just gets worse by the day. How to let this go? How to move on? How to even know whether moving on is the right thing to do???

And so, the questions still remain many in number.. but the answers are none. And still you try, coz that is what your heart tells you to do.. And then you know in that moment of recapturing.. that only this 8 ounce of mass can help you hear what he truly has to say..
Is it meaningful enough for you?